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Yay..
What deehell am i thinking by posting this thing!!?
do my guilt putting myself on the spot again??

Ok.. WHAT IF..

what if, i get laid by my friend?
how does it sound?

what if, the guy initiates the move while me trying to control over the situation?
and what if, i indulge..

what if, at first I'm so hesitant.. Then the next thing is.. i gave in..
what if, in every move he does, i feel like floating?..
what if, in every curves he's trying to explore i simply smile with full satisfaction?

what if after the ritual.. we did it again with full pack?
what if, he tried to recover his conscience and  i tried kissing him?
what if he kisses me back?
what if, i felt the longing with every stroke i make to his body?

what if, after that "night" we settle not to change anything between our friendship?
and what if, i felt "something"?

what if, i can't get it off outta my head?
what if, after that, i felt love?

what if, he doesn't care?
what if, i suffer too much because i felt something?
what if i really like him?

Yeah, i know.. it's my problem!
That's why:
What if?"



http://www.ehow.com/how_2155169_maintain-friendship-after-sex.html

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